That sacred, snowy November ninth morning prompted two specific Advent thoughts by way of separate songs. The second was meant for this final week. That was, until the Spirit whispered a pivot through the words of a dear sister in Jesus this past week. She reached out to offer words of encouragement and shared a treasured and beautifully honest thought alongside. In this particular season of Christmas, she’d been wrestling with “We rejoice in His birth, but He came to die! Joy mixed with sorrow…” (the dots were hers)
My heart instantly joined her ache, and my mind began to flood with words which centered on a truth that one must tussle with when engaging with God’s Word and faithfully following Jesus. The truth of “both, and.” Countless times in a walk of faith, one must hold two apparently opposing things in tension. Hold them and trust God in their equal truth. “But how do we do it even once, let alone time after time … after time?” These were the words that seemed to answer from the ache.
As I continued to consider, these few words washed over me. “We must grow deeper into His love.” My experience of faith and repeated study of the life of God With Us have most certainly taught me this life isn’t about the head but all about the heart. Belief isn’t about making sense of a story; it’s about opening all our senses to the Baby at its center and experiencing how it touches the place in our own center meant only to respond to—and be completed by—Him.
The only chance we have in rejoicing and sorrowing rightly—and especially at the same time—is to live with His love. The love that chose to become our King by being born as a baby swaddled and laid in a desperately lonely feeding trough. The love that chose thorns for a crown and a cross for an earthly throne. The love that gives us each and all a choice, knowing we might choose other than Him. So many things that can’t possibly be true but are and are only understood—even dimly—as we grow deeper into His love.
At the dawn of everything, God placed a particular tree in the garden and asked us to trust Him for what we didn’t know. At the birth of our Everything, God took on flesh in the form of a precious Baby, who would grow in the way we do in order to do what not a single one of us ever could—pay the price of that mistrust and choosing other than Him and every sin since. This is our rejoicing for a sorrow He gladly accepted so that we could choose Him and be with Him. You came, You came, Emmanuel! You came for. Glory to God in the Highest!
Dear brother and sister and seeker, the cradle, cross and grave are empty! May we day-by-day empty ourselves to be filled with Him. In the process, growing ever deeper into His love. Denying our head’s desire to understand. Not for the purpose of blind faith but embracing the trust He invited when He made us. In a few days, most will gather in settings which don’t resemble the one into which our dear Savior was born. But God does not wag his finger in caution or condemnation. He does not demand somber in honoring or worshiping. Hallelujah, He came and lived and died and lived again! In our celebrating and giving of gifts, may we simply, humbly and joyfully do so in gratitude for the greatest gift He gave us. Eat, play, sing, dance! Welcome others. Go into the margins as He did. Grow deeper into His love.




